Friday Variety

The 1968 Olivia Hussey... my girl-crush. Please note that the young version of Olivia Hussey is the one I admire because sadly she did not age well... she looks like a damn trainwreck, who knows what the hell happened. I saw her in the original version of Romeo and Juliet and I thought she was totally captivating. The movie is great and I think she had a lot to do with it's success, It's a true must-see if you're into that kind of stuff.

Anywho... today was the end of our football season, BOOOOOO! It was not as great as I hoped it would be, but that's alright we always have next year. (I can't believe I said that.) After our last game we all went out and had some pizza. We talked about what's next on our sport agenda and shared pregnancy stories... that was weird, the dads were like really into that conversation. Anyway, we came to the realization that we only have like 10 days of rest before Wrestling starts... whoopie. 6 hours of practice a week and tournaments every weekend. Yeah, fun.

It's late, I need to get to bed.

Have a great weekend.

Hardest Thing Ever

I miss my dad.
I miss him sooo bad.
I can sit, close my eyes and see him, remember his scent, almost reach out and touch him and then, it happens. The cruel reality that it will never happen again sinks in and makes my heart cold and heavy. I know it's only natural for it to be this way but the fact that it did happen still bothers the shit out of me. It's a mean cocktail of emotions, the kind that you know is going to knock you on your ass but you keep on drinking. I am so ready to be good. Just plain good. Not fine, not great, just able to grasp the concept and be ok. Seriously. Damn it's hard.

I love you dad, more than you ever knew.